• Robert L. Giron

Issue 133

In this issue, work by



Kenneth Cupp


I Resemble Your Kind


You go to a bar hoping to meet someone to love you.

Indigo burns on your arm, like a phoenix.

Tequila on the rocks, cigarettes on your breath.

Uniform, leather, or not dressed.

A creature of the night, deserving love like the rest.

No one I know resembles your kind.

Underwear, stockings, boots, or bare chest.

A wild man lurking inside your helix.

Whiskey straight up—and I’m longing for you.


Stockades, cages, and a nice slow grind.

Solitary helix—and not dressed.

Tequila on the rocks, phoenix on your chest.

Whips, chains, wheel of death . . .

Tonight you’ll join in on the rest.

The vapor in the room smells of feast.


I go to a bar to meet someone to love me.

Indigo burns on my arm like a phoenix.

No one I know resembles my kind.

I go to a bar hoping to meet your kind.

Another tequila and smoke on my breath.

A wild man lurking inside my helix.

A creature of the night, deserving love like the rest.

I go to a bar—hoping to find you.


Uniform, leather, stockings, or not dressed.

No one I know resembles your kind.

You go to a bar to meet someone to love you.

Tequila on the rocks, cigarettes on your breath.

A creature of the night, deserving love like the rest.

Indigo burns on your arm like a phoenix.

Wild man lurking inside of this helix.

Uniformed, leather, or not dressed.

A creature of the night, deserving love like the rest.


No one you know resembles my kind.

Whiskey straight up—and you’re longing for me.


Copyright © 2020 by Kenneth Cupp.



About the Author

Kenneth Cupp’s poem I Resemble Your Kind is a sestina depicting the underground leather culture in the second largest gay community in America. He has several short stories and poems at: authorkennethcupp.com. Cupp currently lives in Wilton Manors, Florida.



Estrella del Valle translated by Toshiya Kamei


I Don't Need Mating Contracts


I’m in perfect health.

I'm a stud, a good catch.

Everyone wants to hold me in their arms.

I’ve got a tremendous active member.

I’m the board, the CEO, and the block captain.

I’m judge and jury,

I’m your airtime's main investor.

I’m your employer, your leader,

I’m the standard-bearer of social processes.

A bigwig, a hotshot, I’m the boss.

If I’m not alive, I’d say I’m God.

I’m the feudal lord of this region.

I’ve got a tremendous active member.

I manage the space you protect.

In short, everything is mine.

I don’t need mating contracts.



Copyright © 2020 translation by Toshiya Kamei.



No necesito pactos copulares


Estoy perfectamente sano.

Soy un tipazo, un buen partido.

Todos quieren tenerme entre sus brazos.

Tengo un tremendo miembro activo.

Soy la junta, el director, el jefe de manzana.

Soy juez y parte,

soy el principal inversionista de tu tiempo aire.

Soy tu patrón, tu líder,

soy único adalid de los procesos sociales.

Un gerifalte, un señorón, soy un jerarca.

Si no es porque estoy vivo yo diría que soy Dios.

Soy el señor feudal de esta comarca.

Tengo un tremendo miembro activo.

Yo administro el espacio que resguardas.

Para acabar pronto, todo es mío.

No necesito pactos copulares.



Copyright © by Estrella del Valle.



The Family, Private Property, and the State


There’s a special place in hell for harlots who neglect their house,

for those who steal books from the private shelves of ice cream parlors,

there’s a special floor for commies with Swiss bank accounts,

a place where they dance barefoot on burning embers

those who have killed time believing that it would never return.

For the killers of doves of peace,

for those who steal innocence and mix it with black water

for them there is a special place in hell.

And for humans who kidnap hearts, there will always be a place.

Even though you tell me shooting a heart point-blank,

left and right is not a state crime:

killing for fun is classified on my list.



Copyright © 2020 translation by Toshiya Kamei.



La Familia, la Propiedad Privada y el Estado


Hay un lugar en el infierno para las meretrices que descuidan su casa,

para los que se roban los libros de los estantes privados de las heladerías,

hay un piso especial para los comunistas con cuentas bancarias en Europa,

un lugar donde bailan descalzos sobre brasas ardientes

los que han matado el tiempo creyendo que jamás regresaría.

Para los asesinos de palomas de la paz,

para los que roban inocencias y las van a mezclar con aguas negras

para ellos hay un sitio especial en el infierno.

Y para humanos que secuestran corazones, siempre habrá un sitio.

Por qué aunque usted me diga que no es un crimen de estado

tirar a matar a un corazón a quemarropa, a mansalva:

matar por diversión, en mi lista, sí está catalogado.



Copyright © by Estrella del Valle.



About the Authors

A native of Córdoba, Veracruz, Estrella del Valle now lives in El Paso, Texas. Her most recent poetry collection, Calima: CAution LIve aniMAls, was published in 2018. Her poems have recently appeared in Isacoustic, La Canasta, and Rogue Agent, among others.


Toshiya Kamei holds an MFA in Literary Translation from the University of Arkansas. His translations of Latin American literature include My Father Thinks I’m a Fakir by Claudia Apablaza, South Exit by Carlos Bortoni, and Silent Herons by Selfa Chew.



Gregory Kimbrell


Translation:

Biophoton・Fog


When the yellow poison collects inside

my heart, the cells change into a brittle


surface. Lost in that yellow network of

fever, I’m scared. I’m not chasing after


the shadow of death. But under yellow

light, new, yellow sediment results. It’s


moored in my body, dependent on the

network for assembly. I’ll go to the lab,


enter my pyramid. I won’t be executed.

Light didn’t erode the night. The night


was made of fire. Cell God, dark silver

wheel, I listen to the name in my mind.


What hope could you have for me still?

You overtook my skull, found the way


to lift the spinal armor and capture the

light. You’ll destroy my brain the same


way. You can manipulate death. Under

my flesh’s enthusiasm you are fire, and


the water flows down, like flame, from

heaven to me. We all are opportunities.



Copyright © 2020 by Gregory Kimbrell.

Translation first appeared on May 29, 2019 in Across the Margin.



Insignificance


The eels trail behind them flowing blue tails

that shine purple under the artificial light, as

they swim through the water thickened with

gelatinized cartilage, among the skeletons of

their unidentifiable and intermingled victims.


The human prisoner suspended above them

holds with his good hand one of the bars of

his cage. The puncture wounds on his other

hand will not close, and his blood drips into

the open maws of the beasts that desire him.


He whistles what he prays to be the musical

password to the robot guardian that, despite

its believably human form, does not actually

breathe, but reveals in its glass eyes a flicker

of the spark that animates its ceramic frame.


What passes from his cracked lips, however,

is just a meaningless song. He has forgotten

too much of his dreams, and the empty hulk

stands as still as a jaguar that waits for a bird

to return to its nest and its tender hatchlings.


Now the skin of his injured hand turns clear,

and the network of blue veins conveys what

appears to be smoke up a white bone ladder

and into the lightless recesses of a body that,

for the time being, can still experience terror.



Copyright © 2020 by Gregory Kimbrell.

Insignificance first appeared on Oct. 15, 2019 in Coffin Bell, Vol. 2 No. 4.



About the Author

Gregory Kimbrell describes himself: “I’m a queer, furry writer who uses poetry to explore, and locate his own, sexual and social identity. I see my writing as a subversive act of myth making, of smashing old worlds and building new ones. My current guiding lights are Aase Berg, Anne Carson, Haruki Murakami, and Armand Schwerner. ”

Visit: gregorykimbrell.com



Sherrel McLafferty


Moving Still

a poem without time


1.

The sun and earth sit stationary

so, we must make our shadows

move with headlamps and lanterns,

our hands fumbling animals

out of blocked light onto bare walls.

We assemble life from the season

we are stuck in. Ohio gets fall.


The sun is frozen at that acute lens

that all the flowers lean for,

that all the trees grow half their limbs

longer, reaching toward.


2.

You are asleep forever and sometimes

and now. You sloth in blankets

like the birds outside waddle through

the leaves, saying I love half

the apartment, it’s always black

and nest for as long as long is.


You devolve in the dark.

Your arms extend like cranes,

eyes little dilated beads, and lips

part like fat guppies when we kiss,

saying, I’ll never get sunburn again.

Yet, I remember rubbing

aloe on your red cheeks,

peeling back the thin layer of dead

skin to see who you might be after.


3.

The geese never leave the road

holes, the streets have never been

so full of honking necks. We drive

the car on sidewalk to avoid trauma.


What do they eat? and the world resurrects

a fleet of cicadas. Shelled harbingers sing

like sirens while we turn the windshield

wipers into a pair of frantic arms, conducting

their rhythm to the eager staccato of beaks.


4.

We, too, learn to live in angles.

My body reads the frozen sundial

to the end of its arrow, someplace deep

into evergreens and acorned floors,

where bark chips when I scratch my back.


I piss in the river that no longer moves.

I’m wild while the sky is not watching.

I return to you feral, but nails trimmed.



Copyright © 2020 by Sherrel McLafferty.



About the Author

Sherrel McLafferty is an MFA candidate at Bowling Green State University where she helps edit the school journal, Mid-American Review. She also helps edit the Tishman Review.



John Repp


The Last Time I Went Fishing Was The Last Time We Went Fishing

—for Joe Freeman


I don’t remember us ever fishing. I remember talking

about fishing & that time I dropped by the house

& D said (chuckling her Elmer Fudd chuckle)


He’s out the spillway thinking straight, whatever that means

so I found you & we killed mosquitoes & smoked up,

the air all marsh-funk, frog-loud, cattails & sawgrass


silhouetted against the horizon, your rod-tip nodding,

almost no words. My dad’s insurance-payout boat

with the twin Chrysler 350s? I remember Dave & I


braced at the stern, bouncing bait off the bottom,

Dad—bald Zorro in a scale-flaked bucket hat—

cocking an ear, his gorgeous Fenwick a fencing foil


carving Zs in the air, that hairy piston of a right arm

levering each flounder—thick as his spread hand,

broad as a dinner plate—into the cooler to slap


a few times while Dave & I clapped & caught nothing.

I think Dad did that Errol Flynn thing with the rod

for our benefit. He could be like that sometimes.


It could have been the other Dave that day, but never

C.J. or Dan. You & I never fished, but I remember

the time we didn’t know we’d left the food & water


home till we pitched the tent after dark, so we hiked

to Chatsworth at dawn, eating snow, you snarling,

me ranting innocence, the pines thinning at last,


the cold briny & metallic, then the crossroad & Buzby’s,

the throaty wood stove, the borrowed dime that bought

J’s voice, she & D pulling up an hour later for smoky,


salty kisses, then the drive home, the feast of bologna

& snack pies I’d begged for, the story of our doings

all down 206 to Buena, the big bend right to Wheat,


the naps in our gimcrack homes. No one could forget that.



Copyright © 2020 by John Repp.



Bedbugs


In the days when every story began We drop acid

on the loading dock then we’re doing sixty in the breakdown lane the tunnel

spirals like the credits on The Outer Limits or the insides

of that cigar tube Judy rolled between her palms we drop acid

down by the harbor & Shelly puts on Little Feat in somebody’s apartment

& wow wow wow the congas! & Meg’s boyfriend calls

saying he’s got the new Alan Price & much dope, so we all somehow

motor back to the harbor & climb inside Price’s organ way over

the street, right under the gabled roof of the mansion the boyfriend housesits

but the owners died last year, everything the same except

they’ re dead, so Check it out! somebody says The beds are still made!

says the boyfriend, plucking a little white hunk of something

from a nostril as everyone at the party has suavely done from time to time

& since we check out everything we run across during this trip

called Life Meg tugs just the two of us through many rooms

(each tinier than the last) where servants & maybe slaves once lived

but which now shelter the bliss she’s found with the boyfriend

till an empty black doorway

appears & she says Have fun! so we step down the steep, lightless stairs

spiraling a little less void-black but no less cramped & airless

each step but the last three, which ease us

through an archway into a softly moonlit hall, the whole mansion ours

but Doctor-Phibes-spooky & clammy & creaky & a bunch more

B-movie adjectives we moan from room to room,

screaming tiny, horror-movie-baby screams & oh! the big high beds! so slip in

& poof! no clothes & one of us bends a little more

languidly than necessary over the bed to untuck the spread

& reveal the pillows & peel the sheets & it’s so hot

down here by the harbor the other glides to the window, which someone has painted shut

& sweat has begun to shine both our delightful bodies & we ponder

each perception & live inside it & exercise every other power

the teeny droplet we sucked

from the blotter paper bestows & find ourselves reclining

where the dead rich people might last have lain,

a notion that arrives in two minds at once, then the mutual,

instantaneous laughter, the mutual movements that further

wet our skins & one of us says while shifting an elbow & stretching a leg What’s that?

& you already know what we concluded the brown dot,

then the many brown, possibly moving dots, then the undulating sheet,

then the damp stench rising off the mindlessly moving surfaces of the room,

then the three possibly meaningless bits of something two-thirds the way

to the foot of the bed signified,

but we couldn’t swear to it,

though we inspected the big, high, canopied bed

to the limits of our powers, sensing everything I’d swear to

to my dying day.



Copyright © 2020 by John Repp.



The Patricia Poem

...and whose/favorite ghosts will we be someday? Who, who, who?

Linda Lee Harper


I propose Patricia,

who called me “Master”


on the flyleaf of the cookbook

on which I still rely to time


the simmering of legumes.

I feel compelled to say


“Master” refers to a degree

I’d earned & humility


requires I say what I’d done

for the degree had earned


me nothing but the knowledge

that I knew a pollen grain’s


mass more than nothing,

just like, come to think of it,


now. I never think of Patricia.

For all I know, she’s a ghost.


Maybe she & Don hoo hoo

their revenant selves through


the cinderblock walls of the bunker

they built north of a place


I won’t name. Maybe that prime

ganja they tended still keeps


the deer & spiders happy.

That summer, Chris & I helped


Patricia toot a pile of prime

cocaine & were “there”


for her as she wept & tittered

over the precocious wisdom


her high-dash;school diary revealed

& sang whispery versions


of Carly Simon songs.

I’ve forgotten what pain


tormented her. This is all

to say Please spare every soul


I’ve loved. In the permanent

silence, I talk with them


& for now—coffee cooking

in the kitchen, eggs & toast


buttered on my plate—

every word is good.



Copyright © 2020 by John Repp.



About the Author

John Repp, a native of the Pine Barrens region of southern New Jersey, has lived for many years in northwestern Pennsylvania. His latest book is Fat Jersey Blues (University of Akron Press, 2014).



Stephanie Sabourin


Nanaimo Sunset


Copyright © 2020 by Stephanie Sabourin.



About the Photographer

Stephanie Sabourin is a photographer, teacher, and nature lover. She draws inspiration from the beauty found all around her. As the owner of Stephanie Sabourin Photography, she is frequently found photographing dogs and other animals, along with their people, in natural settings. Stephanie is a member of Professional Photographers of America, and she has been published in Wonderful West Virginia Magazine and on a number of web pages. She lives with her husband and standard poodle in Columbia, Maryland.



Elizabeth Spencer Spragins


Immortal


cold curtains of fog

veil the face of Denali—

no fear of falling

in dreams my feet are planted

on rungs of stars beyond reach



~Denali National Park, Alaska



Copyright © 2020 by Elizabeth Spencer Spragins.

First published in With No Bridle for the Breeze: Ungrounded Verse, by Elizabeth Spencer Spragins. Brunswick, Maine: Shanti Arts Publishing, 2019. Print



Atardecer


cinders of sapphires

mingle with the desert dust—

night chills bones of chaff

as saguaro sentinels

extend reluctant welcome



~San Luis, Arizona 


Copyright © 2020 by Elizabeth Spencer Spragins.



Refraction


cotton horses browse

beyond the rims of rainbows—

I rein my daydreams

as showers blur the edges

of faded watercolors



~Charlottesville, Virginia



Copyright © 2020 by Elizabeth Spencer Spragins.

First published in With No Bridle for the Breeze: Ungrounded Verse, by Elizabeth Spencer Spragins. Brunswick, Maine: Shanti Arts Publishing, 2019. Print



About the Author

Elizabeth Spencer Spragins is a poet, writer, and editor who taught in North Carolina community colleges for more than a decade before returning to her home state of Virginia. Her tanka and bardic verse in the Celtic style have been published extensively in Europe, Asia, and North America. She is the author of With No Bridle for the Breeze: Ungrounded Verse (Shanti Arts Publishing, 2019) and The Language of Bones: American Journeys Through Bardic Verse (Kelsay Books, 2019). Visit her website: www.authorsden.com/elizabethspragins.




Edward M. Supranowicz


The Last Crusade

Copyright © 2019 by Edward M. Supranowicz.



About the Author

Edward Michael Supranowicz has a graduate background in painting and printmaking; he is also a published poet. He grew up on a small farm in Appalachia.



Julie Weiss


Left Behind


If it had all been a bad dream and you had

barreled through the front door, ravenous after

soccer practice, homework sheets spilling


out of your backpack, you wouldn’t have

recognized me: eyes the shade of storm clouds,

a torrent caving my face. I was proof that a man


could grow as thin as the streak that trails

a bird in flight. You would have said, dad,

why haven’t you washed your shirt?


There are ways to eradicate stains but

I wanted to wear your blood so that I might

collapse, intoxicated by your smell, stifle


the image of your body, motionless among the dead.

I fantasized about ghosts, how you’d enliven our walls

with your shadow moves. How you’d raise the hairs


on the back of your mother’s neck, as if pulling

one of your pranks, the kind that always got you

grounded but made us chuckle in private.


During the day, we keep it together. Nights

my mind shudders under the knife-edge of memory.

You step onto the stage of my nightmares


dressed in blood, launch your spirit body into

a leap, my leap, the leap that didn’t carry me far enough

to land in front of the shots. You leap in slow motion


as if mocking my failed attempt at heroics. Reeling,

I roar into the void: I never wanted to be a superhero!

I only wanted to chest the bullets that cheated you


out of life. I came up short, son. For a time, I thought

we’d lost our only child, but that was before

I learned to see you in a gust of wind, tousling my hair.


Before I learned to trace your expressions in swirls

of sunrise. Before I learned to recognize your wave

in the wings of a butterfly, flitting among daisies


outside your bedroom. All those colors gathered

in your arms, I think you might splash them

against the window, startle me out of my stupor.



Copyright © 2020 by Julie Weiss.

Previously published by Trampset, October 22, 2019.